gilded grey guilt

to see, you see
she said
i wrapped my arms around her and
then i walked away.

i need to get drunk
i need to stay sane
your brain is left-handed
and i knew it all along.

his nose on my feet,
he lay on the ground
and i wonder why
why
why does the couch need to be so clean?

i am angry because i can’t forget
i can’t forget
i just can’t seem to forget
yet i can never remember enough.

the guilt
the guilt
the guiltguiltguilt
fuck you for all of it
i see my anger in everyone i am afraid of.

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